oh dear

I went bizerk. I am telling the truth. There was screaming and shaking and managers involved.

I am a pleaser on a typical day. I like things to go smoothly and if they don't I usually just avoid it. But not the other day, it was not typical.

I had had it. They were right there, my emotions, ready to let loose. I didn't know this, of course, or I would have stayed home that not-typical day.

I am not proud, but I do admit I felt remarkably better. That is after the road rage incident. Yes, there was also the road rage incident that happened after the "manager had to get involved" incident (it was on the way home). Oh, they, my emotions, were definitely showing everyone who was boss that day. That is until I got home. It was then I remembered in today's world people follow people home to seek revenge from road rage. I also remembered that my husband wasn't home and wasn't going to be home for a few days. I remembered then why I am a people pleaser...I am not very strong. So, you know what I did? I parked my car by my neighbors house. That's really terrible. But I am pretty sure her husband was home and I think she is definitely stronger than me.

Has that ever happened to you? Build up. When things just stack right on top of each other until, well, you know, you go bizerk.